Ongoing conversation with a friend. I've set it out he in bold, I in italics:
I think I may be a sociopath...
Nope. But why?
I just caught myself playing with someone's insecure romantic emotions because I liked the way it felt... so...
i have no idea how
i was chatting to this person...just, like, thinking of ways i could build them up and crush them emotionally...it was exhilarating, until i realized what i was doing, then it freaked me out like no other...that's not a good explanation...
did you do it or did you not do it.
no, thankfully i realized what i was doing and gtfo
but, i cant help but really liking the way it felt...
and that is what scares me
control feels good aight.
i guess, i dont know what it was
controlling for the sake of controlling? that's why i'm considering putting my fist in your face next time i see you.
it's a question of motivations
i suppose it was just for the sake of controlling...just for my entertainment...i liked having the power to totally hurt someone beyond repair...
So, what with my history and all, I'm having something like a heart attack/brain aneurysm which causes me to want to punch things.
G: Like helplessness experiments. That's the biggest problem in zombie apocalypses. People who survive will always eventually come to question why they bother.
Seamus: The biggest problem in zombie apocalypses is poor planning and not enough ammo.